Sometimes I wanted to be a doctor or sometimes I wanted to be a pilot. In between I was hoping for some time that I would become a cricketer. But none were like myself. I will tell that story today. What I wanted to be and what I became. So let's start with my childhood.

When I was kid:

Even though I don't remember my childhood completely, I will share with you what I remember in brief today. But just write a separate blog about childhood, inshallah.

I couldn't grow up like other kids in one place. My father was a government employee. Every year he was transferred from one district to another according to the rules of employment. Although I was born in Daudkani at Cumilla district but I traveled around 7 different districts when I was around 10 years old. For this I studied in 4 different schools till class 5. 

I had different aspirations for studying in different schools:

I discovered myself in different ways while studying in different schools. Because the classmates of each district were different. For example, when I was studying in Dhaka, most of my classmates in Dhaka wanted to be doctors. Some friends also wanted to be pilots. One day I asked a friend, why do you want to be a doctor? He said "my father is a doctor. My mother is also a doctor. I will grow up to be a doctor." I asked the other why do you want to be a pilot? He said "I like birds. I want to fly like a bird. Pilots fly in the sky. So I will be a pilot too." Thus when I mingled with different classmates I wanted to be like them. One day a classmate was watching a Bengali movie and tied a handkerchief on his forehead and was beating everyone in the class. I said why are you doing this? He said I am a hero. Then I thought Ish is not bad even if I will be a hero!

Once one of my home tutors was telling me that Monna (Monna is my nickname) I will punish you a lot if you don't study today. From that day I wish that I will grow up to be a tutor and I will also punish everyone if they do not study properly.

What I wanted to be when I was in secondary School:

I started playing sports when I was in secondary school. The older brothers of the neighborhood started taking me to play. I also played with my mind. One day I saw a brother cheering him for scoring 100 runs. From that day I wanted to be a cricketer if I wanted to be anything in life. In another tournament I was kept goalkeeper. Back then our neighborhood rule was that whoever couldn't play good football would be the goalkeeper. So I was taken into the team as a goalkeeper. I remember after that tournament I was selected as the permanent goalkeeper. Even I enjoyed it. Then I saw Brazil's goalkeeper Donny's game and thought I would be a goalkeeper too. This is how secondary school ended.

What I wanted to be when I was in college:

When I got to college, some friends came into my life. After finishing college, I invested in the stock market. First I used to calculate how many days to be a rich man. But he is also crushed by hope. The stock market collapsed. After that I was depressed for a while and focused on taking the IELTS test. Some friends asked me to go abroad. They said "We are very good in abroad." I started a different study. I will tell that story another time. After a few days I thought I would not go abroad. I will stay in the country. A lot of time passed like this. I couldn't do anything despite thinking a lot. I have done BBA MBA in Accountant subject. I thought I would be a banker. If bank job never attracted me.

In the end I am what I am:

In this way, I am a person who has come to think about what I will become from my childhood Who had no good plan in mind. I'm still just thinking But there are many boys and girls like me who really don't understand what to do in life. Today they are not able to do anything due to not understanding.

What I want to say to everyone: 

I would tell them that if you want to do something in life, make a good plan and then sit down to make a routine of what you should do every day from today according to that plan and make sure to complete the daily tasks every time. day. This is how one day you can reach the top of your dreams.